Wednesday, November 18, 2009
Its like a going through a maze.
Yes you start off, fresh and determined. But unknown of whatever that's in place for you. Once it starts you burst in, putting every step forward with ease and leaving a trail of confidence. But good things never last long. You'll inevitably hit your first dead end, but its okay. Just turn back and move on. And guess what, another dead end. As time passes, the maze gets progressively harder. The further you move, the more dead ends you meet. That rock hard determination of yours is getting feeble, and you wonder how long you can last. At times you just simple stop and stare in disdain at that empty wall, as though its belittling you and your frail attempt. The implacable duress may just crumble you and leave you on your knees with nothing but a distraught mind. The fray has left you exhausted and close to tears.
But you just cant give up. There are many others like you trying to conquer the maze as well. Every moment spent in sorrow is putting you in a more unfavourable position. You had to go on, pick yourself up and sally forth. Your fellow fraternity is waiting for you, giving you utmost encouragement perpetually. No matter how bitter it may seem, the inexorable spirit of yours will eventually bring you to the end, finishing this chapter with your head held high.
The bloody As.
You wont want to go thru it twice.
& it just gets worst and worst after each paper.
Im saying goodbye to taking econs or business in uni.
If you think today's paper is bad, wait till tomorrow comes. and the day after. The more you progress the weaker you become, kena slaughtered mercilessly by the day. Fking sian of everything already, but giving up is not an option. Halfway there liao, and by giving up its like not doing justice to the effort you'd put in.
Just 5 more exam days. Push on!
On a lighter note, i've tried to find few new muggy places. From bk at novena to the concourse at SMU, and even to the starbucks at ttsh, i think woodlands lib still pawns.
@ttsh.
haha woodlands is the love.
spent my morning photoshopping abit, otherwise my face will be black.
and i met my two lovely juniors last weekend. In an unconventional way too. One like in the early morning and about to leave the country and the other immobilized in the hospital. Ah nevertheless, enjoy your hols!
My econs is gone alr. Im restoring my physics from the recycle bin; maybe there's hope for me in engineering instead.
im already looking forward to the activities after As. A good incentive to keep the muggy mood up. =)
